Post-Results...

Sigh... the D-day came.... and went. It was not too good a day for me. However, I didn''t feel too sad... at least not until something happened. That incident made me feel so crushed inside... I felt so worthless and ashamed of myself, thanks to that occurrence. And yet, some of the feelings i felt throughout yesterday were indescribable. Prior to that, I felt ok. Now... I don't know what to think. I barely made the cut for Nottingham... which is what i want, but I know if it was by my own means, i would never be able to afford it. I just hope that JPA will have pity on me...